My World

Habitually I built my world with the imagery opinions of others, then I would stand on top to proudly oversee the wild universe and declared, "Here I am!".

But opinions are flimsy and have no deep cause, direction altered as the wind blows.

And my world shattered.

Pieces of broken pieces.

Shattered.

Then I painstakingly started building another world. And then I would again stand on top to proudly oversee the wild universe and declared, "Here I am!".

But the world was again built with the imagery opinions of others. As the wind blew, and blow it must, my world shattered.

Pieces of broken pieces.

Shattered.

And then, something strange happened.

Strange as it may.

I began to sense my fresh existence.

Gospel of Judas

what is the truth?
who has the original words?

"But you will exceed all of them. For you will sacrifice the man that clothes me." -- Gospel of Judas

was Judas instructed to act on behalf of Jesus to sacrifice the man that clothed Jesus so that Jesus could fulfill his destiny?
was resurrection of the body important?
or what matters was for the body to die so that the spirit would live on forever?

should Athanasius have the authority to choose 27 books in forming the New Testament and hence determined what we should believe?

who has the original words?
what is the truth?

感謝后方的梁文道

馬家輝與梁文道就坐在我的后方，感覺很奇怪但很親切。六小時的論壇一眨眼即過，但梁文道總能在我狹小的世界鑿開些洞，丟下些線索，引我好奇的向外走去。

Event: 雅文化,俗文化 － 文化論壇

wonders of life

uncertainty the nature of life
which makes one insecure
out of insecurity
there is freedom
with freedom
comes the seed of possibility
which matures into wonders
throbbing between
the space of two thoughts

many colours, one home

Here In My Home

Multi-artistes racial unity song & video project produced by Pete Teo and directed by Yasmin Ahmad and Ho Yuhang. Artistes involved includes Ning Baizura, Awie, Afdlin Shauki, Jaclyn Victor, Suki and many more.

On 9 March 2008, many Malaysians woke up and found that it was a wonderful day. After 50 years of independence, finally we smelt the fresh air in the new political landscape here in Malaysia, we have, after years of struggling, started to see the possibility of walking out from race-based politics, and started to step forth towards a dream - a dream that we are the Rakyat, we are Malaysians, a dream where we are no longer judged according to colour and creed, but the content of our characters.

It took US two hundred years for the cry to be heard, it was less than 50 years ago when Martin Luther King Jr put aside his life to stand forth for the self-evident truth, that all men are created equal. For Malaysia to be a developed country, this is the direction we should go, that here we have many colours, many cultures, many religions, many languages, many types of food, it is a beautiful symphony of ethnic diversity, a colourful ethnosphere that we the Rakyat should cherish.

三百二十六公里的溫暖

你在我右肩上睡下
輕輕的 我慢慢感受着
你那一頭金髮
緩緩的
在搖擺動蕩的長巴尾座
我也睡進了
三百二十六公里的
溫暖


Location: Quetta, Pakistan

德黑蘭的路上

突然你頭歪了歪， 問道
背我好吧
我楞了一楞， 應道
好哇
你歡呼一叫
就從背后跳了上來

在冷清德黑蘭的路上
笑着鬧着
我背着你
就這樣 走走跑跑了
一頁的青春


Location: Tehran, Iran

tired

tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, damn tired, fucking tired.............................#*%@*

I think I feel much better now.

inaction

my ignorance
my indecision
my inaction

which way should I go? I don't know. may be I should just sit down here.

the moment I lost in the abyss of your blue eyes

I won't see you again
I know

but you are

all in my heart
all in my soul
all in my life

where on earth are you
I don't know

but I feel you

all in my heart
all in my soul
all in my life

期待梁文道

聽你 是解惑
看你 是開拓
五月二十五
第三次
讓你
把我的世界 拉 闊


Event: Cultural Forum. Venue: Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre, Plenary Theatre, 3rd Floor. Date: 25 May 2008. Time: 12:00 - 18:00

resurrection

stains of ink
locked dead in papers

sun under the warmth of eyesight
to life they come

dancing with meaning, questions, confusion
dancing, jumping,
jumping, dancing,
jumping, jumping,

into your heart
whenever there is an opening

and merge themselves
becoming part of you

breathing with life
thinking, acting, searching
for another pile of deadlocked ink

calling them to life
dancing, jumping,
jumping, dancing,
jumping, jumping
jumping into life.

one night in hunza

it was a freezing night
engulfed by vast silences
on the empty rooftop I slept
with a blanket of
nine thousand two hundred and twenty seven stars


Location: Pakistan. Hunza valley. Karimabad. Haider Inn.

快乐的邂逅

许多人为自己的人生套上太多的必需,必需考好成绩,努力向上,必需勤奋工作挣钱,必需有家庭有伴有孩子,而下一代则必需重覆这些必需.

这种必需是什么呢?是一种狭隘的盲从,认为美满的人生,快乐的获取,只有一种既定的途径可达至.

但是人的心像个快乐的小孩,世界是他的乐园,美好的东西太多,有趣的玩乐无数,周遭尽是无限新奇的可能性.可是所谓的理智,就像个呆板的大人,喋喋不休的尽是催促他做些无聊的工作.

放开束缚吧!突然你会觉得天地豁然一片辽阔.

别太过认真,来这世上尽情的玩乐吧!这不是颓废迷失的放纵,而是稚子之心在神的国度里尽情的嬉乐,以心为本,探索自身的能量,赞叹世间的奥妙.

人生没有意义,这没有意义可不是一种消极,而是一种自由,正因为没有意义,每一个人皆可赋予自己个别的意义,是对是错只有你的心知道,问问自己,你快乐吗?快乐是一种上帝的肯定,违背心的意愿得到的将是惩罚,是郁郁寡欢,或百般无耐,你骗得了全世界,骗不过你的心.

相信你的心吧,当你的心快乐天真的笑着时,那是一种与神的邂逅.